ever felt this way before_N

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I hear my pounding heart

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I feel goose bumps on my skin

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I go sweaty on my palms

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I get all tongue tied

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I go weak in my knees

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I feel butterflies in my solar plexus

Every time you come a little bit closer,

  I loose my self in you

Every time Every time Every time........

is such a beautiful feeling

A Milestone

Today is a Milestone in my career which I'm celebrating silently; hopefully.

Ah the tosses and the turns, the crosses and the burns..
Ah the pricks and the jams, the tweaks and the cramps..
What ever this has brought my way
I have so much to be grateful today

I have learnt to be more careful even when I'm being honest
I have been warned to be less helpful coz it makes one less productive
I have learnt to gulp down my meals coz if not work will be made to seep into personal time
I have been warned to have less personal fun coz it reflects negatively on ones' career

Ha the tosses and the turns, the crosses and the burns..
Ha the pricks and the jams, the tweaks and the cramps..
What ever this has brought my way
I have so much to be grateful today

I have learnt to talk faster coz if not i would miss the train
I have been adviced to be forceful or all the balls will land in my court
I have learnt that could be trusted, but fewer than the fingers on one hand
I have been adviced to adopt a make believe personality coz that's what is expected

How many a lessons I've learnt, How many boundaries I've crossed, How many imbeciles I've met that dictated my life. Jesus is calling me, so i may salvage the little dignity i treasured with so much difficulty and fly back in search of my sole.

il dolce far niente

Insecurity

Why do human beings always feel the need to categorise? Categorise people by wealth, cast, creed, race, position, sexual orientation, achievements, religion, skin tone etc. etc.

8^th of March being set aside to celebrate women internationally, made me wonder; how women are categorised and what about women is actually celebrated?

We do still talk about equal rights, but does that mean treating a pregnant lady any less, does that mean letting a lady lift something heavy while a gentleman twice as stronger watches her struggle? However lame this may sound equal rights is the excuse many a person seems to be full of.

Hello? That is not equal rights! That is disrespect! We should respect another human being, be it man or woman!

Wikipedia defines Respect as “… a positive feeling of esteem for a person or entity. Respect should not be confused with tolerance, since tolerance doesn't necessarily imply any positive feeling.”

Why is it so hard to respect another as much as you expect to be respected?

Why is that another’s appearance bother you so much that you have to comment on it, as long as he/she is clean, kempt and decent?
Why is it that you feel a divorcee does not have the same right to fall in love and marry again?

Why is it that you consider two humans who aren't a man and a woman; falling in love, a disease/disorder or abnormality?

Why is it that you argue about your Religion being the one with the right teachings when all Religions only talk about good?

Why is it that you have the urge to draw negative attention to the differences of others and treat them with low or no respect just because she/he is not like you? Who authorized you with this power of discrimination?

Human beings are beautiful, intelligent, nurturing, smart creatures and are meant to be unique!

“INSECURITY”; is the only word for an answer that I leave you with to ponder over.

PS : Kudos to you who understand and respect!

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aToNTaDo

 as much as she tries to disentangle

the more she seems to entangle herself

as much as she tries to distant herself

the more she seems to get closer instead

as much as she knows it aint the right thing

the more she seems to compansate and continue

as much as she seems to be hurt and lied to

the more she seems to forget and forgive

as much as pain you are causing her

as much as harsh you are being on her

as much as silly things you do to her 

as much as care you never give to her

she holds on                                                     oh but

    knowing you will be no more                                how confused is she

    knowing she will be no more                                how strong is she

    knowing it's all the plan of God                             how painful it is

    knowing the return will be tenfold                        how blessed she is

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2012, birth of a dove

I hate the way you talk to me, and your messy hair.

I hate the way you drive me nutz. I hate it when you stare.

I hate it when you mock me and laugh as it weren't your fault.

I hate it when you say 'sorry' with no meaning and then as lightning, bolt.

I hate your weired choice of shoes, and the way you always mis-read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick; it always makes me whine.

I hate the way you're always wrong. I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

 

I hate it when you're not around, and when you don't reply txt or call.

But mostly I hate myself, for giving abundant chances and not hating you at all.